Aug 11 2014

When New and Improved, Isn’t

Published by Kathy under General

Back in the dark ages, when personal computers were still so new that most people didn’t have them, there was a wonderful computer program known as Instant Artist. It was such a tiny program that it fit on a 3.5” floppy disk, but boy, was it powerful!

This little program did anything a human being needed to have done as far as home graphics were concerned. It made posters. It made sign-up sheets. It made invitations. It made signs to advertise your garage sale or to let the world know that your dog Phideaux had gone astray. If you had a need that graphics could fill, Instant Artist filled that need.

Instant Artist turned me into a magician. It turned me into the ward’s magician, for that matter. There were not many people in our church congregation who had personal computers, and I became the go-to person when anything needed to be done that involved graphics.

I had a laser printer and a color printer, and I even had a color copier, so the world was my oyster. I had a reputation for being able to do anything, but most of the credit should have gone to Instant Artist. And indeed, I tried to give the credit to Instant Artist, but people gave me the credit anyway. (People often give me credit for things I only organize or do part of, and I’m always trying to give the credit back.)

Instant Artist gave me quite a reputation, and it was the best little computer program in the whole, wide world. Until one sad day, the program was sold off, and the geniuses who bought Instant Artist decided it was time to “improve” it. They changed the name to Print Artist. That was fine. I can live with a name change. The rest of it — well, let’s just say things just went downhill from there.

By that time, 3.5” floppy disks were passé in the computer world. They had been replaced by CD-ROMs, which stored a whole lot more data.

The moment the idea of CD-ROMs became feasible, the Print Artist people decided it was time to take advantage of the storage space for Print Artist. And in doing so, they took a program that was beautiful in its simplicity and turned it into a monster.

Imagine, if you will, a perfectly serviceable bunny rabbit that suddenly has seventeen legs, nine thousand eyes, a human arm growing out of its back, and a toaster instead of a bunny tail. That’s what the Print Artist idiots did to a formerly wonderful and serviceable program.

You couldn’t just buy Print Artist anymore. You had to buy gonzo upgrades upon upgrades, with tons of clip art that you may or may not have any desire to load onto your computer. Quite often, the Print Artist software would come with ten or more CDs, and back in those days the hard drives of computers were tiny. I did not want to commit that much of my hard drive to clip art I never intended to use.

All I wanted was my tiny program that would fit on a 3.5” floppy disk. I did not want this behemoth. Alas, the tiny program no longer existed, and there was no equivalent for the tiny program on the market anymore.

Sadly, for all the clip art that was taking over my system, the behemoth did not do what the tiny program used to do. Once you’ve added seventeen legs, nine thousand eyes, a human arm growing out of its back, and a toaster growing where the bunny tail should be, a once-serviceable bunny rabbit can no longer function the way a bunny rabbit would otherwise function.

For all practical purposes, the bunny is no longer a bunny. And for all practical purposes, the Print Artist behemoth is no longer the program that the original Instant Artist designer created.

Fast forward a couple of decades to Amazon’s Kindle, the wonderful electronic reader that, as far as I was concerned, made paper books a thing of the past.

Kindles were perfect in every way but one — it was hard to read the text in failing light. I spent my life trying to find clip-on lights and then keep them from sliding off the Kindle. Then, of course, I had to keep them in batteries. It was a royal pain in the neck.

At long, long last, somebody designed a cover for the Kindle that had a light built into the cover. This drained the Kindle battery something fierce, but it was a great improvement over the clip-on lights. Still, it wasn’t the best solution. If only the pages could be lit from within, Kindles would be absolutely perfect.

Then the Paperwhite came out. I was ecstatic. Well, I was only marginally ecstatic, because I am a writer and I could not afford the Paperwhite. But I saw that the people who purchased the Paperwhite, by and large, loved it. I waited and waited. Eventually I decided I could wait no longer. I pounced. The Paperwhite was mine.

Oh, I tried to convince myself that the Paperwhite was not a piece of junk. After all, everyone else was raving. But when I tried to turn pages, pages didn’t turn. When I didn’t try to turn pages, they did. Screens were constantly popping up that I had not requested. The battery that allegedly lasted for a month at a time was running down in my Paperwhite twice a week.

It didn’t occur to me that I had a defective model until long after it was too late to send the defective model back. And the reason it did not occur to me that I had a defective model was that I was too busy trying to fight with features — nay, “improvements” — to the trusty old Kindle that I did not want.

I had not wanted much, mind you. All I had wanted was my old Kindle, but with backlit pages. But nooo. The new Paperwhite had obviously been designed by committee. A large committee. A huge, honking committee whose members had each wanted to be able to point to a feature and say, “Look, Ma! I did this!”

It didn’t matter whether “this” was an actual improvement. It just had to be something — anything — that the designer could point to and say, “Look, Ma! I did this!”

Fluffy, who spent his career as a software developer, says there’s a name for when people fix things that aren’t broken, adding enhancements that people do not necessarily want. It’s called “feature creep.” It causes once simple programs to become complex monsters that can only be approached after reading a 500-page user guide.

Well, in the case of Instant Artist and the Kindle Paperwhite, the features didn’t just creep. They steamrolled right over the original product, obliterating the beauty of what was there and replacing it with something that is no longer functional.

Oh yes. People who bought Print Artist in one of its dozens of subsequent iterations were no doubt satisfied with it, and you can go to Amazon today and see zillions of five-star reviews for the Paperwhite.

But I assure you, those five-star reviewers must have a lot more time on their hands than I do. When I want to retrieve a book from my e-reader, and I know the book by the author’s name, I want to do so in less than the fifteen minutes that is apparently acceptable to the readers who gave the Paperwhite five stars.

(That is not an exaggeration, and I’d go through the entire process I went through last week but I think you’d fall asleep or just click on over to Facebook.)

I may be old, but unlike those Paperwhite lovers, I at least pretend to have a life.

Sometimes people are so anxious to be able to point at something and show other people where they have touched it that it doesn’t matter whether the touching is an improvement or a detriment. “Look, Ma! I added that feature!” “Look, Ma! I changed that line in the law!” “Look, Ma! That new seat belt buckle is mine!”

Down the road, the new feature may cause a drop in sales. The new law may jeopardize the people it is supposed to protect. The new seat belt buckle may fail. But that doesn’t matter. The bottom line to some people is that their fingerprint is on the software, the law, or the buckle.

Not all change is good. Like the parent who sees the child sleeping and wants to embrace him but does not do so because that embrace will awaken him, we need to learn that sometimes the best caress is not to touch something at all. In colloquial terms, we need to learn that if something ain’t broke, we shouldn’t try to fix it.

Last week I got a gift of an Android tablet. As Fluffy was looking around at the free apps, he noticed that one of them was a Kindle app.

I wrote to the gift-giver that I was going to try out the Kindle app as a possible solution to the Paperwhite issue, and he wrote back, “I haven’t opened a Kindle in more than a year. My smartphone Kindle app and the Kindle app on my own Samsung tablet do all I need them to do. Full access to my Kindle library, so why buy more hardware from Amazon?”

There we go. Just like Print Artist people, the Amazon people are feature creeping themselves out of a customer base.

Take that, Amazon! If you give me a basic Kindle with a backlit page, I will still come crawling back to you, because I am that loyal. I remember the good times we had. Otherwise, I’m just going to join the silent army who are voting with their feet. Sayonara, Amazon!

Sometimes having too many choices is not a good thing. I think sometimes our grandparents had easier lives because they were not always bombarded with decisions. Perhaps living a simple life with a few simple pleasures should be my goal.

Now please excuse me while I add getting a simple life to my to-do list, which, of course, is here on my computer where I can get right to it.

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Aug 04 2014

Unrealistic Expectations

Published by Kathy under General

It is the end of another month as I write this, and my stomach is in a knot.

The reason for my anxiety centers on the Mormon tradition of home teaching and visiting teaching, a wonderful program that sends Latter-day Saints by pairs into the homes of other Latter-day Saints every month to check on their welfare. In the visiting teaching program, pairs of women visit women; in the home teaching program, it is usually pairs of men who visit entire families.

As I said, home teachers are usually pairs of men, but on rare occasions married couples serve as home teachers. Fluffy and I have been home teachers together for almost as long as we have been married, so I am both a home teacher and a visiting teacher.

Right now I home teach and visit teach a couple of the same women, which you might say is fudging things just a wee bit. But neither of these women would be likely to accept two different Mormons into their homes each month, so one of me is plenty.

Or rather, one of me used to be plenty. You see, I used to have feet. Currently, I do not have feet (or at least working feet). And one of these ladies lives in a third-floor walk-up. There is no elevator anywhere on the premises. Walking up three flights of stairs is the only way to visit her.

Ordinarily, the church would just change the assignment so that someone who does have feet would visit this person whom, for the purposes of this column, we will call “Mandy.” But Fluffy and I have been visiting Mandy since 1988. She would not accept a change, and we do not want a change. We love Mandy, and Mandy loves us.

Fortunately, Mandy is fine with emails and Facebook and phone calls. We keep in touch that way. (We would take her cookies, but Mandy is careful with her diet and cookies are not on the menu.) If Mandy had a problem, we would be the first people she called. We think of her more like a daughter or a sister or a best friend. She is a real sweetheart.

We have only been assigned to the other lady for fifteen years or so. She does not go to church. She does not know anybody else from church and would not like a change. She only accepts my phone calls about twice a year. She does not answer the doorbell, and in any case I could not get into her house without feet.

I do try to call her each month, leave a message and hope that she will call me back. Other than that, I am at a loss trying to figure out how to contact her.

But I am supposed to contact her, every single month. Ideally, I am supposed to visit her face-to-face. And as the end of the month approaches, I get more and more nervous.

The situation would be bad enough anyway, but the person who collects the statistics is somebody who does not understand why a little bitty thing like being paralyzed would keep me out of a third-floor walk-up condominium.

The last week of the month, she sends me a personal email, telling me it is time for me to start making plans to get out and do my visiting teaching. Then she follows up and asks me if I have done it. This is not a blanket email, mind you, to all the people on her route. This is a personal email to me, Kathy. You know, the Kathy who has no feet.

She always seems puzzled, and then disappointed, to learn that I have not been inside Mandy’s condo during the previous month and that I have not personally contacted “Kim,” even though Kim will not answer her phone or her door.

She has let me know, in the kindest possible way, that emails and phone calls are not enough, and that I need to be visiting these two ladies in their homes.

I would like to tell you that I have not yet hauled off and punched my supervisor in the nose. I hope that you are proud of me. I know she means well. She is just trying to do her job, and she is absolutely right.

In a perfect world, both Mandy and Kim would be visited every single month. And I used to do this, before I was no longer able to walk up to Mandy’s condo, and before Kim stopped answering her telephone or her door.

Nevertheless, as the end of the month approaches, the ends of my stomach start tying themselves in a knot, and they do not stop until square knothood is achieved.

Only after I have written my email to the lady in question, telling her that no, I have not sauntered up to Mandy’s third-floor condominium on my feet that do not walk two steps on their own or visited Kim, who will not be visited, does my stomach unknot itself again.

When it is not the end of the month, I can laugh at my supervisor’s unrealistic expectations. No human being except this lady would expect me to march up those long, cement flights of stairs to visit Mandy or to leave my home to pound on Kim’s door, even though she refuses to answer (and whose door is also at the top of a stair or two).

But at the end of the month, my stomach loses its sense of humor. And I have to admit, the rest of me follows where my stomach leads it. I do not like being reminded that I have failed, even when success is impossible to attain.

My story is an extreme one, but we all have instances in our lives where we impose unrealistic expectations on ourselves. We cheerfully tell ourselves that this is the year we will grow our hair down to our waist in six months, or find a husband, or learn to speak Portuguese, or do something else, and if we don’t achieve our goals, we are failures as human beings.

Some people — people who are not me — can achieve crazy goals. Well, that’s not completely right. Sometimes even I can achieve a crazy goal. I’m learning to walk again. I’ve done amazing things in the past eighteen months or so, and I’m going to continue to achieve great things in that regard.

But most of the time, well, I’m just like a lot of us. I make extravagant goals, and then when I fail to achieve them, I beat myself up. I think of myself as a loser because I can’t reach the goals I have failed to reach. Never mind that it wasn’t important that I learn do macramé or sing alto or fit into that bathing suit. If I can’t reach my goal, I am a failure as a human being, no matter what other qualities I possess.

It’s bad enough when we can’t reach goals we set for ourselves, but some of us (and those people usually have names that rhyme with “Mother” or “Dad”), quite often set goals for others. They will decide, willy-nilly, that this is the year that Charlotte will find a husband, or that Jenny will lose fifty pounds, or that Tom will be a concert pianist, or that Jason will go on a mission.

Never mind what Charlotte or Jenny or Tom or Jason feel about the matter. Finding a husband may be Charlotte’s greatest dream, and she may have been searching for a husband for fifteen years — or she may be completely happy with her life as it is. Jenny may have struggled without success to lose those pounds, or she may finally have given up and learned to love herself the way she is today.

Tom may have no interest in the piano. Tom may just want to play baseball.

And Jason? There’s a fine line between encouraging your son to go on a mission and nagging him to do so. A lot of unworthy or uninterested young men have been pushed to go on missions and then have come home in embarrassment, after finally having found the courage to admit to their mission presidents that they were not there for the right reasons or that they were unworthy to have served.

To a degree, we’re supposed to challenge ourselves. We’re supposed to set goals for ourselves that are just a little bit harder than we think we can achieve. If we don’t push ourselves, we never get anywhere. And it’s only those people who push themselves hard who ever achieve great success in anything.

But when we set unrealistic expectations, we only set ourselves up for failure. No matter how hard I may wish to be a ballerina, or to be Miss America, or to be the first astronaut to fly to Mars, it isn’t going to happen. Sometimes, we need to adjust our goals.

And sometimes, we need to realize that we need to just step back and let other people make their own goals. It’s one thing to hope your son goes on a mission, and quite another to promise God that he’ll serve as a missionary. Some promises are not yours to make.

My stomach is just going to have to live with the fact that my feet are not going to trot up all those flights of stairs to Mandy’s condominium this month, or next month, or the month after that. Mandy understands.

Back off, gut-o’-mine! Give me a break! Maybe this month I’ll send Mandy and Kim a personal letter. It won’t help my stomach, but it may help my guilt. I can only do my personal best. Let the rest take care of itself.

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Jul 28 2014

The Big Dig

Published by Kathy under General

Lately, Fluffy and I have been reclaiming the office I abandoned when I got fungal pneumonia and got carted away in an ambulance on December 5th of 2012. That was a fateful little adventure. Little did I know when I left the house that day that life as I knew it was going to change forever, thanks to a microbial fungus. You never know from one day to the next what’s going to happen to you.

Now more than 18 months later, with the help of physical therapy, miracle drugs and some additional stair rails, I am able to visit the second floor of our home again. Anyway, going back to my office has been like going to an archaeological dig, and uncovering the treasures layer by layer.

Well, “treasures” may be a bit of an exaggeration. You have never lived until you’ve opened a refrigerator that has been sitting idle for eighteen months. Let’s just say that apples can lose their personality just a smidge if left to fend for themselves for a year and a half.

When apples go bad. If you look hard, you can imagine them smoking little cigarettes and sporting little apple tattoos. (What kind of tattoos would apples get, anyway? Would they get pies with “Mom” on them?)

The first thing I uncovered outside the refrigerator was a plastic bag of 25 lithium batteries. They were still in their blister packs, securely packaged and ready to use by December of 2013. I have no earthly idea why I purchased these batteries, mind you. I do not use hearing aids, and they would have had to be big hearing aids, because these particular batteries are about three-quarters inch in diameter.

What possessed me to buy 25 of them? I guess I will never know, but I suspect my Mormon food storage mentality could have played a role in the — oh, wait! Now I know. Back two Kindles ago, I used to have an external light source that ate batteries like crazy. It was the clip-on light that used those lithium batteries. Mystery solved.

As much as I hate my newest Kindle Paperwhite, maybe I should go back to that ancient Kindle that ate batteries like people eat popcorn. I wonder if those expired lithium batteries still work. People, do not buy the Paperwhite. Piece of junk.

But I digress. Getting back to the desk, I see that no matter which drawer I open, I find fossils. This does not surprise me. I am a fossil junkie. I have a whole shelf of fossils on my bookshelf wall, the prize fossil of which is the blooper fish that died in the act of pooping. (Never let it be said that I ever grew up.) But this doesn’t stop me from collecting little fossils and storing them wherever I can find an empty spot.

I loved fossils even before I became one.

My next find was an important one. I found three unused, unworn pair of contact lenses. I knew these puppies were in my possession. When I purchased them, years ago, I hid them away in a safe place so I would have them when I needed them.

Unfortunately, I hid them in too safe a place. When the time came that I needed them, they were nowhere to be found. All the prayers in the world did not result in their being uncovered. So I went back to the ophthalmologist and had my eyes rechecked for a new prescription, even though I did not need one. What an unnecessary waste of time and money!

Then, post-coma, I broke a contact lens. This time, it was Fluffy who went into my office on the search and rescue mission. Once again, all the prayers in the world did not result in those contact lenses being found.

So I went back to the ophthalmologist and had my eyes rechecked for yet a new prescription. This time, to my surprise, I learned that my eyes had improved dramatically since my coma and I needed a new prescription.

Nevertheless, these three unworn pairs of contact lenses will make perfect backup pairs for traveling or other emergencies, and I am tickled pink that we found them. And this time, I have put Fluffy in charge of them so that if we need them, we are more than likely going to be able to find them again.

In one drawer I found a carved bag of wooden praying hands. Did I purchase them? What in the world possessed me to do so? I can only assume I bought them to use for a Young Women object lesson of some sort. I never taught the lesson, and now I can’t remember why I ever purchased them.

If anyone ever wants me to lend them a hand, I can surely do so. I can lend them two — or even a bunch, if they need it.

One thing that delighted me to no end was a certificate from Fluffy from one Dungeness crab from Costco. He gave it to me when I got home from the hospital, or more likely when I was still in the hospital because I found it in a big bag of cards and letters I received when I was still hospitalized and too weak to read or understand or remember what I was reading.

The certificate was one of many treasures I uncovered when I was going through that bag. There were hand lotions, candy bars, and many letters I will keep forever — letters that I only discovered last week because I was too fragile to remember them the first time around. What wonderful, inspiring letters they were!

Fluffy had forgotten all about the gift certificate and was just a little bit sad I found it, but I will think of him fondly as I eat every glorious mouthful of that crab in all its crabby glory.

I found lots of jewelry — so much that I finally put it in its own drawer. Yes, I have a jewelry box in the bedroom. But my favorite stuff is what I kept in my office. If you look carefully, you can see a real, live (okay, real, dead) cicada that has been dipped in copper and turned into a broach. I do like cicadas!

Only my favorite jewelry was in my office. The other stuff is probably in the bedroom, where real jewelry lives.

Then there was a string of purple carabiners. I remember buying them on eBay, but I have no memory why. I have no need of carabiners. Furthermore, these are too flimsy to be of any real use. Did I buy them because I like the word “carabiners” (and yes, I prefer that spelling to “carabineers”), or because they were purple? With me, one never knows for sure.

Did I buy them because I like the word “carabiners,” or because they were purple? With me, one never knows for sure.

I found more sewing kits than I could count. Some of them were ingenious, such as the ones whose needles threaded themselves. Others were compact. Others were complete. All I know is that there were a lot of sewing kits, and whenever we need a needle in our house, we are never able to find one.

I found a box of Hollywood Stress Mints. I am sure they work. After all, when I think of a place that is stress-free and full of love and joy, Hollywood is the first place that comes to mind.

When you’re contemplating peace and serenity, isn’t Hollywood the place you think of first?

Although I did not find as many seashells as I found fossils, I found a whole lot of seashells. They were in drawers throughout my desk. There were pretty ones, and ones that I was not sure why I had purchased. Maybe I found them on beaches somewhere.

No. I doubt it. Looking for seashells on beaches would be work. It’s easier to pick them up in seashell stores or buy them on eBay.

Maybe these seashells will be fossils in a billion years or so, and I will love them even more.

The next item is something that is a piece of horror. In fact, I have wondered on numerous occasions whether I should keep the thing, or whether I should take it out in the yard and give it a decent burial.

I once wrote a column about white elephants, and the fun that Fluffy and I have with white elephant exchanges. Our friend Marsha Zimsky responded by sending the white elephant of the century to us — a frog purse that consisted of a whole dead frog, eviscerated and tanned by the miracle of taxidermy, with a zipper in its underside so people can put coins inside.

If you go to eBay and search on “real frog purse” you can find some. When I looked on Saturday night, the prices ranged from $3.99 all the way up to $164.50 for the same sort of purses as ours (although I must admit that ours looks somewhat better).

Should we bury it, keep it, or give it away as the ultimate white elephant?

Marsha sent the frog purse to us intending that we use it in our white elephant exchanges, but we couldn’t bear to part with it. It stays in my office, as a fond reminder of Marsha. That’s a pity. It would be the white elephant to end all white elephants — better, dare I say, than the Smoking Baby.

I also found a giant purple amethyst. It’s a big honker of a stone — almost the size of the pad of my thumb. I’m not sure what I’m going to do with it. In any case, these days I’m more excited about Kelly green amethysts, just because nobody knows what they are. But it’s still a beautiful stone, and it deserves a place — well, somewhere.

It isn’t green, but this amethyst is nonetheless beautiful.

In one drawer I found a lovely Harris Tweed scarf. I remember buying the scarf, after seeing a wonderful video presentation in a church meeting that was ever-so-inspirational, and that featured a sweet little old lady or man making the Harris Tweed wool.

I was so inspired by the film that I went home from the meeting and purchased the scarf, even though I never, ever wear scarves on my coat, and I would never, ever wear a wool scarf in any case. The thing was pretty expensive, but it was a lovely scarf. Now I have a wonderful souvenir of a video I cannot find on the internet and cannot see again.

I know this inspired me somehow, but I cannot remember how or why.

I also found a pair of bunnies, which will go atop my computer monitor when I’m in my office again. I have a pair of bunnies atop my monitor already, but we have a saying in our house, which is that you can never have too many bunnies.

Anyway, once those bunnies are atop my monitor, all will be right with my office.

In my office, you can never have too many bunnies. No, do not send me any bunnies! They have to be the right bunnies.

I think the thing I’ve reclaimed from my office that I treasure the most is not a thing but a quotation. Of all the quotations I have ever read, this is the one I treasure most that is not scripture. It was written by C.S. Lewis in “The Weight of Glory,” and it meant so much to me that I had many copies of it laminated. After I gave them away to the Young Women, I brought the rest home and scattered them around the house.

This is what it says:

There are no ordinary people. You have never met a mere mortal. It is a serious thing to live in a society of possible gods and goddesses, to remember that the dullest and most uninteresting person you talk to may one day be a creature which, if you saw it now, you would be strongly tempted to worship, or else a horror and a corruption such as you now meet, if at all, only in a nightmare. All day long we are, in some degree, helping each other to one or other of these destinations.

I don’t know if that quote does anything for you, but I think about it all the time. People may drive me crazy, and I may think obnoxious thoughts about some of them. But you had better believe I am kind to every last one of them, because I think of that quote constantly.

I do not want to be the cause of anyone going astray and blaming me on the last day. The very thought haunts me. And the thing is, I know I offend people without even knowing I do it. It eats me alive.

If there’s one thing I found a whole lot of in my office, it had to be medicine. This only makes sense. Pre-coma, I had more fatal diseases than you could shake a stick at. Fluffy and I stopped counting at ten. One doctor with a huge ego wanted to clump them all together and name them after herself. That was the day I changed doctors. What a jerk!

Anyway, all these doctors kept giving me tons and tons of medicines — more than any human being could ever take. Those big file cabinet drawers in my office and any other flat space in my office were full of drugs. I didn’t remember who gave me half of them, or why I was supposed to take them.

I’ve got piles like this all over my office. Thank goodness I don’t need them anymore.

Fortunately, the priesthood blessing I got when I was in my coma got rid of all those assorted fatal diseases. Now I guess I don’t need any of those drugs. I still have them, though. I’d like to have the money we paid for them, back in the days I needed them.

There are two things I’ve learned from the Big Dig in my office.

First, some things do not need to be purchased in excess. You only need one sewing kit. You only need one extra pair of contact lenses. You may only need five extra batteries for your reading light. You certainly don’t need 25 of them.

The reason I bought so many sewing kits was that I kept losing the ones I had. The reason I kept going to the ophthalmologist was that I couldn’t find the contact lenses I had carefully hidden away for a rainy day. I’m sure I found in excess of fifty unused gel pens in my office. I kept buying them because I had no idea where the one I had purchased before were hiding.

And this brings me to the second thing I learned from the Big Dig.

Second, if you can’t put your hands on it when you need it, you don’t own it. I know this is true of some of our emergency preparedness equipment, and it drives me crazy.

Several years ago, I became acquainted with Carolyn Nicolaysen. Carolyn, who has written several columns for the Nauvoo Times, is hands down the most adept person I have ever met as far as home preparedness is concerned.

She has a website, Totally Ready, which helps people with different aspects of home preparedness. Over the years, she has inspired me to buy glow sticks and heat sticks and fire starters and Mylar blankets and all sorts of little gizmos that are great for home preparedness.

In every instance, I have purchased these things and given them to Fluffy and forgotten about them. I have no idea where they are, and I suspect he has no idea where they are. And if they aren’t together and in a place where we can readily put our hands on them, I might as well have put them in the garbage the moment I got them in the mail.

I am not an organized soul, but the Big Dig has reminded me that I need to be more organized than I am. There is a scripture in the Doctrine and Covenants that many of you can quote from memory. I need to memorize it myself. Here it is:

Section 88, Verse 119: Organize yourselves; prepare every needful thing; and establish a house, even a house of prayer, a house of fasting, a house of faith, a house of learning, a house of glory, a house of order, a house of God.

I’m going to make the effort. I hope I can resolve to respect my corner of the home by keeping it organized just a little better than I did before.

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Jul 21 2014

A Plague of Wooden Woodland Creatures

Published by Kathy under General

An interesting thing is happening on Route 193, which goes through Great Falls, Virginia.

Rats! I only wrote one sentence, and I made two mistakes in it. First of all, although it is technically Route 193, signs have sprung up telling us that it is “Virginia’s Byway” — “The Byway,” for short.

And Virginia’s second-snootiest city (McLean is the first, for you trivia buffs) is now being referred to on actual signs as “The Village.” The official name for you Plebeians is still Great Falls, mind you. It is only those lofty souls who live there and we lowly twerps who are allowed to stop at the Subway there on our way home from the temple who are allowed to bandy that sacred name.

We who are in the in-group know that Great Falls, Virginia, is not just your basic lowly town.

Anyway, an interesting thing is happening on “The Byway,” which runs through “The Village.” Suddenly, an influx of wooden woodland creatures has been springing up willy-nilly along fences and gates and anywhere else that will take a nail or a bolt.

The first fake wooden woodland animals appeared on the “The Byway” signs. One of the “The Byway” signs suddenly sported a 3-D wooden cardinal, which was not only quite recognizable but was also quite appropriate because cardinals are also the state bird of Virginia. (The cardinal is the state bird of seven states, so Virginia does not get a medal for originality.)

The original unoriginal cardinal on one of the “The Byway” signs started an ominous trend.

But the “The Byway” sign at the other end of The Byway got a three-dimensional sign on it that was less distinguishable. It was a blackbird, or maybe it was a raven, or maybe it was a crow. For all I know, it could have been a grackle. It was not labeled.

Fine art seldom comes with an explanation.

Soon after the first two signs found wooden woodland birds perched on them, two more birds perched on local signage. These landed on the signs at the Betty Cooke Memorial Bridge, and once again one was quite recognizable and the other was considerably less so.

The recognizable bird was not a cardinal this time. It was a gray owl with unsettling yellow eyes. It also had something fuzzy on the front that was allegedly plumage, although it looked suspiciously like chest hair. The owl, complete with spooky eyes and feathers or chest hair, had been attached to the sign about two inches off to the side, as though the sign were embarrassed to claim it.

Betty Owl’s yellow eyes could cause nightmares in small children. They could cause nightmares in certain adults, too. Adults like me.

The bird on the other side was the crow-raven-blackbird-grackle, which caused and continues to cause some confusion in the Kidd household. You see, we always said, “Hi, Betty,” when we crossed the bridge. Now we say, “Hi, Betty Owl,” when we cross the bridge going east. What do we say when we cross the bridge going west? We never say it the same way twice.

Is it, “Hi, Betty Crow?” or “Hi, Betty Blackbird?” or “Hi, Betty Something Else?” One never knows for sure.

With all the birds in Virginia, one would think the bird installers could have come up with something other than the black thing, especially considering they had already put the black thing on another sign. Originality was not high on the priority list of the people who installed the wooden woodland creatures.

But not to worry! Where the local officials dropped the ball, the Village residents picked it up and are dribbling it all the way up The Byway.

Taste is not the issue here. But of course we established that the moment Betty Owl took her perch over the Betty Cooke Memorial Bridge, with her spooky yellow eyes and the feathers that look like chest hair.

It did not take long for a local denizen of The Village to join the fun. As we were driving home from the temple one week, we noticed a huge flat fox gracing somebody’s front gate. It looked as though somebody had flattened a fox in a motor vehicle accident and traced its outline on the pavement in chalk.

Then he had transferred the chalk outline to wood and painted it bright red to be a permanent remembrance of the kill.

We were thrilled. Our drive down The Byway through The Village is a scenic one anyway, as you would expect it to be. But now that one resident had broken the ice, we expected to see souvenirs of anything the other residents bagged on their drives up and down The Byway. Possums. Equestrians. Garbage trucks.

Alas, the fox lasted only a few weeks. Apparently the town council of The Village was not amused. The village resident, however, was not to be denied. In the place of the fox, he installed a miniature wheelbarrow. I would have to take it down to see if it is indeed a working model, but I would suspect it is fully functional. I would also suspect it could injure you something fierce if it fell on your head.

The wheelbarrow that took the place of the flattened fox. You may notice that a twin to Betty Owl, complete with feathers or chest hair, is hovering nearby to stand guard over the wheelbarrow.

The deer that watched Fluffy take pictures of the wheelbarrow was obviously a Mormon, as evidenced by the “Modest is Hottest” crossed legs. Although this deer has not yet been flattened in a motor vehicle accident, painted a gaudy color, and nailed to a fence, its time may come.

Months went by. We thought we had seen the end of the flattened fox. Then, just a couple of weeks ago, we saw a familiar flash of red as we were zipping up The Byway on our way home from the temple.

We could hardly wait until we went to the temple the following week so we could confirm our flat fox sighting. (Yes, it is apparent that Fluffy and I are not spiritual giants, but if you are regular readers of this column you knew that already.) We went down the road with bated breath. And then … we forgot to look. We had to wait a whole nother week.

But the following week we did remember to look, and we were not disappointed. Way down at the McLean end of The Byway, right at the end of the property of The Madeira School, there it was. It was nailed to a fence that may have been on the property of The Madeira School itself.

Here is the flat fox that used to be where the wheelbarrow now stands. The good news is that this location is in McLean rather than in The Village, so the fox is in no danger of being taken down and thrown away by the big shots in The Village.

The flat fox was just as red and horrible and delicious as we remembered it. And it was in McLean, not The Village, so it probably isn’t going anywhere. This is good news. Of course, Betty Owl and Betty Blackbird/Crow/Raven/Grackle and the beginning of The Byway are also in McLean, so now I’m getting confused.

I’d better not think about this anymore because my brain is starting to hurt. But I do hope we are going to be seeing some more wooden woodland animals, because Fluffy and I are enjoying them, no matter which town they happen to inhabit.

Human beings are curious creatures.

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Jul 14 2014

The View from the Top of the Stairs

Published by Kathy under General

For the past nineteen months or so, I have been as tied to the earth as an earthworm or an anvil. Our house has three levels, but as far as I have been concerned it has had only one — and that level has not contained a real bedroom or a full bath.

I have looked up as Fluffy has gone upstairs to take his daily shower or do the other things I used to take for granted, but those things were beyond me. When I graduated from physical therapy nearly a year ago, I did not pass off stair-climbing because our stairs were far beyond my ability to ascend.

My physical therapist said I would eventually be ready for stairs, but I was not at that point yet. I would watch as other patients struggled up the five-stair riser at the therapy center, and would then celebrate their ascension, and wonder when that would happen to me.

There was no way I could lift my feet far enough to scale one stair, much less fifteen of them. And even if I could, I needed two stair rails and our staircase only had one.

(Parenthetically, did you know that if your staircase has handrails on both sides, your house will not pass inspection? My neurologist told me that before he could sell his house, he had to remove the second handrail from every staircase. I do not know if this is true in all fifty states, but it is in Virginia. This is why there is only a handrail on one side of your staircase, if you have one. Who makes up these rules?)

Anyway, the lack of a handrail on both sides of our staircase kept me trapped on our main floor. Even after I started looking longingly up to the second floor, I was trapped because it was my hands that would pull me upstairs, not my feet, and I needed to pull myself up with both hands.

Also, we have an incredibly wide staircase. It isn’t Gone with the Wind wide, but it’s wide enough. I didn’t think I could hold on to both sides at the same time.

I was beginning to think I was trapped on the main floor of our house forever, but my feet started having other ideas. My feet have been having lots of ideas for the past year and a half. My neurologist, Dr. Cintron, told me this was going to happen. He told me from the first to listen to my feet.

He said all the exercise in the world wasn’t going to help until my nerves were ready. The nerves in my feet would tell me when it was time, he said. And this is one doctor who knew what he was talking about. My nerves have said in their own little nervy voices that it was time to do so-and-so, and I have listened. For one thing, if I don’t listen, they have a way of making me sorry.

Nerves know all about inflicting pain.

But I digress. My nerves started saying one word. Up. They said it often. They said it forcefully. I didn’t know how I could get there, but I knew my feet were ready for those stairs. I had been practicing with some exercise steps and could go up and down one step 15 times with both feet. But was I ready to tackle the real stairs? I knew I needed to try.

Fluffy was more than willing to help me. At the time, we didn’t know about the rule against having two handrails. Frankly, we wouldn’t have cared anyway. It’s our house, and it’s a stupid rule. If we need two handrails, we’re going to have two handrails, or three or four. If the police get upset about it, they can take it up with my feet.

So Fluffy went to Lowe’s and purchased wood for some handrails. He cut the wood, and he stained the wood, and he finished the wood. He installed the hardware, and he attached the first rail for me to get up the first five stairs to the landing. He figured that was as far as I would need to go, at least for the time being.

Little did he know my feet had their own ideas.

My feet took one look (virtually) at the stairs, they hopped up to the landing, they took a rest on the bench just long enough to help my lungs catch my breath, and then they said one more word. Up. This was just a tad obnoxious, because Fluffy had not yet finished the second rail to get me up the last ten steps of the staircase. He had thought that was months into the future.

The bench at the landing of our steps. Since that picture was taken, the railing has been stained to match the stairs.

So off Fluffy went back to his workshop to start on the second rail. He did some more cutting and sawing and sanding and staining. He screwed hardware into studs and made everything sturdy, because after all I was going to be pulling myself up those last ten stairs as much as walking up them.

When it was all done, my feet clambered up to Base Camp, which is the bench on the landing after the first five steps. They surveyed his work on the second staircase and pronounced it good. Up, they said, and up I went.

Frankly, it wasn’t difficult at all. After all, one could argue that my arms were doing a whole lot of the work, even though my feet were the ones giving the orders.

So there I was, for the first time in a year and a half, sitting at the top of our stairs and surveying our second floor. Fluffy even made it authentic for me. Back at the therapy center when people would make it to the top of the practice stairs, they rang a bell and everybody clapped. After all, it was a big achievement.

So Fluffy put a chair at the top of the stairs, and a bell next to the chair that I could ring when I got to the chair. I rang the bell, Fluffy clapped, and then he took a picture. Never mind that I was in my pink polka-dot nightgown at the time. Some things have to be preserved for posterity.

Never mind that I was in my pink polka-dot nightgown at the moment when Fluffy took this picture. Some things have to be preserved for posterity.

I haven’t just gone upstairs once and called it good. These days I usually go upstairs five days a week. I don’t do it on temple days, and I don’t do it on Sundays, but I try to go upstairs every morning as soon as I’ve washed my hair.

Going upstairs and viewing the world from that lofty perch is good for me. It reminds my body, and especially my brain, that upstairs is where I’m supposed to be.

The view from the top of the stairs. Looking at that empty wheelchair down below tells me where I used to be, and the vantage point is where I’m supposed to be.

I revel in the upstairs of our house. I remember the beauty of my office, and how lovingly it was crafted by friends who wanted to create a sanctuary for me to have a place to work. I can’t wait to work up there every day again. But even going up there every day to help get it ready for eventual occupancy has me excited to resume my normal life.

We all have things in our life that seem impossible — mountains that seem as big for us as climbing those fifteen steps to the second story of our house seemed to me only a few months ago. What it takes to reach our goals is to listen to that inner voice that tells us what we are supposed to do.

For me, that inner voice consisted of one word: Up. For you, that inner voice may say, “Go back to school,” or, “It’s time to get a better job,” or, “You need to work on improving your marriage,” or something else entirely. All these things can be the mountains in your life. All these things can be just as frightening to you as the stairs were to me, but they are just as attainable.

God does not give us any challenges that are impossible to overcome. With every task we take upon us, there is a way to accomplish it. There are people here to help us, and I suspect there is an unseen cheering squad on the other side who are offering support we do not even know about.

For months before I climbed the stairs, an inner voice told me I was ready to do it. Only I knew about that inner voice. Nobody would have been disappointed if I had never climbed the stairs — nobody but myself and probably Fluffy. (Well, definitely Fluffy. He has a whole lot invested in my eventual recovery. But that’s not the point here.)

If you do not listen to your inner voice, nobody will be disappointed. But what books will remain unwritten? What seas will be uncharted? What relationships will remain unmended? What opportunities will be missed?

Don’t disappoint yourself. Don’t disappoint the cheering squad that is rooting for you on the other side. Climb your mountain. Ring your bell. Take your picture, even if you’re wearing a pink polka-dot nightgown and look like a real dweeb in the photograph. Some things have to be preserved for posterity.

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Jul 07 2014

Stake Conference on the Fly

Published by Kathy under General

We had our stake conference recently. For you who are not members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, stake conference is a twice-yearly meeting where a bunch of local congregations (“wards”) in the same area get together for a meeting.

An average stake has about ten congregations. Ours has twelve, so you could say we’re overdue for realignment — something no Mormon wants to see. Oh, we all want to see our ranks growing, but that’s only theoretically. When it happens to our stake or, far worse, our ward, it’s a crisis of epic proportions. It means saying goodbye to old friends, and several months of changes as all of the dominoes fall.

But that’s not today’s topic. Thank goodness. I hope I don’t have to even think about a ward or stake reorganization for — well, forever. I’m too old for that sort of trauma.

Stake conferences take place in a “stake center,” which is one of the larger buildings in the stake. But it only makes sense that twelve Mormon congregations cannot fit in such a small space. When our friend Dick presided over the stake, the way he solved the problem was to hold two identical meetings, with half the members attending one session and half the members attending the other.

Even with two meetings, the number of people attending would fill the chapel and all of the overflow areas.

It made for a long day for people like Fluffy, who was the stake clerk. As Fluffy’s wife, I took it upon myself to help feed all the people who talked at the identical meetings, so I was there for both meetings as well. We were always glad when stake conferences were over.

But there have been two stake presidents since our friend Dick was released, and things are done differently these days. Thanks to modern technology, the meeting is broadcast simultaneously to all four buildings in our stake. That way there is only one meeting. That means no food, but the speakers only have to speak once.

One would think this would be a happy solution to everything. After all, modern technology allows the speakers to reach all the stake members by only giving their talks one time. This is where you would be wrong.

The reason you would be wrong is that our church uses the tithing dollars of its members to pay for all the niceties in our buildings, and every penny that is spent is accountable to an auditor. With thousands of buildings scattered across the globe, it makes sense that those in charge are always looking for a good deal.

If you can shave just a dollar off the cost of an item, this will result in a savings of thousands of dollars across the entire Church. Unfortunately, this also means that the items provided are not always of the absolutely highest quality.

I am old enough to remember the hands-free toilets that were installed in the bathrooms at the Washington D.C. Temple. They weren’t toilets at all. They were surprise bidets! They shot cold water into the nether regions of hapless patrons for three weeks until they were unceremoniously removed. The temple workers wondered for years how much that little experiment cost the Church.

Then there were the ceiling tile bombs that were installed in our very own stake center. After our stake center had been in operation for less than two years, ceiling tiles started dive-bombing the people who dared to sit underneath them. Apparently they were voice-activated.

The Church leaders in Utah couldn’t understand it. The glue worked fine there in Utah, which has no humidity whatsoever. It must be Virginia’s fault that the glue wasn’t working here. People should not be talking underneath those ceiling tiles!

All we could do was shake our heads.

Getting back to our recent stake conference, our wards do have an audio-video connection to our stake center, but the equipment was paid for by tithing dollars. I suspect that smoke signals would probably be more reliable. We have been burned before. Would we be burned again?

Sure enough, the first forty-five minutes or so of our stake conference went fine. We had a great experience listening to people we didn’t know, who nevertheless gave excellent talks. Then the person in charge announced the rest hymn (a real snoozer), followed by the rest of the agenda. We were going to hear from some old friends, and it was promising to be a good program.

Cue the technology failure! Suddenly the screen went blank, and that was the end of stake conference for everyone who was not fortunate enough to be sitting in the stake center.

This is where being a Mormon really comes into play. I don’t know what happens when you’re a member of another religion and your priest or preacher suddenly stops preaching mid-sermon. I guess everyone just leaves the church and drives home. But that would never happen in a Mormon congregation. Oh no.

In a Mormon congregation, it’s business as usual. In fact, depending on who was on the program originally, and who is in the building where you happen to be sitting, what you end up experiencing may be better than what was scheduled in the first place. You never know.

In our case, the bishops of the two congregations that meet in our building bounced up like Jacks-in-the-box (no, not the hamburger franchise) to grab an organist and chorister. They conducted the same slow and whiny rest hymn that had originally been on the program.

Then, when the audio-visual still hadn’t been established, they called a guy out of our ward to talk about genealogy. Completely off the cuff, he talked about using the genealogy software to find a Jewish branch of his family that he did not know existed. He met this family, and has established a nice relationship with them, just by doing a little genealogy research.

The next extemporaneous speaker was from the other ward. He gave a powerful talk about going with the youth of our stake two weeks ago as they went on a “Pioneer trek,” simulating the Mormon trek westward more than 150 years ago. It was a spiritual experience for him as well as for the youth, and he gave some great examples of how both he and the teenagers were affected by the experience.

The final speaker was a 22-year-old young lady from our ward, who told her conversion story. It was an interesting one, because she used to be a Muslim. She only joined the Church a few months ago, but she spoke like a lifer. It was such a great talk that I was glad we were able to hear her testimony.

Although I really wanted to hear from our friends on Sunday’s schedule, and although I was annoyed once again at the failures of modern technology, the thing that I took away from our stake conference is how resourceful our church members are when they need to be.

Oh, we can be just as lazy as the next person most of the time. But when an emergency strikes, be it a major disaster or just a little technology glitch, you can count on a Mormon any day of the week.

You see, if the three people who spoke in our chapel on Sunday hadn’t been there, the two bishops could have called upon just about any three people sitting in the room and would have gotten results that were just about as good.

That’s the way Mormons are. We’re ready for just about anything. When you don’t have a paid minister and are used to being responsible for your own entertainment, you just step up and do what needs to be done. And it doesn’t even cost a cent.

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Jun 30 2014

What the (Beep) was THAT?

Published by Kathy under General

Life is full of moments that are frustrating, funny, and instructive, and sometimes all three emotions can be rolled together into one big messy ball. We had one of those moments that culminated a few weeks ago, and we have been laughing and thinking about it ever since.

This was something that started out as being humorous, but then it became more and more frustrating until it was driving us crazy. The conclusion turned the situation humorous again, and then it was also instructive. Confused? Well, then I guess I’d better explain.

In January, we found that a friend of ours was in need of some housing assistance. For this purpose of this discussion, let’s call him Jim. Jim found himself without a place to live, and it looked like it would be a while before any housing opened up that was in his price range. Some mutual friends asked us if there was any way we could help Jim for “probably just a month — two at the most.”

At first we didn’t think it was possible, but then we started thinking about our basement. You can get to the basement through the house, but there is also a walk-out door that can be reached from the back yard.

Fluffy calculated that with just a few lock changes, we could set up a little apartment that would allow Jim to come and go as he pleased, and have his own entrance and his own key.

That’s not to say there would not be some inconvenience. Fluffy spent several days cleaning up the area, and we purchased a microwave so that Jim would have the ability to cook some food. Jim’s presence was going to make it more complicated to access our downstairs refrigerator and freezer, plus Fluffy’s tool room is also located in the basement. But it was only going to be for a month or so. Or so we were told.

In any case, Jim was grateful to have a place to stay, and by the end of January we had a temporary boarder living in the basement. And that’s how we started thinking of him — Temporary Boarder. That was the way we referred to him, at least at first.

By all accounts, Temporary Boarder was a pretty good tenant. He didn’t bother us too often, and he was quiet. He did drive us crazy because he never, ever left home. We had thought before he moved in that we could go downstairs and get things when he was gone. But no, he was perfectly satisfied to stay there all the time. We learned to live without our downstairs refrigerator, freezer, and food storage.

Living without our food storage and Fluffy’s tools was a hardship, but there was one habit that we thought was a little odd. Just after Temporary Boarder moved in, we started hearing an unfamiliar noise each morning at exactly 8:36 a.m. This was a high-pitched “beep-beep” that would sound exactly 60 times every morning.

It was not loud enough to really disturb us, but we would hear it if we were working around the house at that time. The sound seemed to be loudest in the part of the house that was just above Temporary Boarder’s bedroom. It was obviously an alarm clock.

At first this was rather amusing. But then as we continued to hear the beep every day of our lives, we found ourselves making more and more negative comments. “I cannot believe someone would let his alarm clock beep every single morning and never shut it off,” one of us would say. Then the other one would give a similarly snide response.

The chorus of beeps certainly did not ruin our lives, but it did generate a lot of uncharitable thoughts and words about our temporary tenant. We took to referring to him as the Laziest Man in America. (The capital letters are because the appellation became his name.) How lazy do you have to be to let your alarm clock run down instead of rolling over in bed to turn it off?

Our “one to two months” association with Jim soon turned into three months, and then into four. Finally about a month ago a housing unit became available, and Jim made preparations to pack up his possessions and move. We watched the calendar and counted down the number of days until our home would be beep-free once again.

Jim moved out on a Saturday. Because the next day was Sunday, we stayed in bed late and were just enjoying having our house back to ourselves. But then, at 8:36 a.m., we heard a familiar sound. “Beep-beep, beep-beep, beep-beep…”

At first we thought we were hallucinating. Were we in the middle of a bad dream? Had Jim left his alarm clock hidden somewhere in the basement just to torment us? Was God playing a cosmic joke on us for thinking such nasty thoughts about another one of his children?

This was followed by several days of detective work. At 8:36 each morning, Fluffy would station himself somewhere in the house to try and track down the elusive beep. No, it wasn’t in the basement. No, it wasn’t on our second floor. No, it wasn’t in either of our offices.

Finally after about a week we isolated the noise to a backpack that had been left on the floor, next to the couch in our family room. We have a friend from church who is a professional “brain trainer,” and for a while she came over every day to run me through some mental exercises to try and get my post-coma brain back into fighting shape again.

In her backpack she had all kinds of toys, including a little electronic metronome that would count off a minute using a series of beeps. I’m not sure why the device would activate itself each morning at 8:36, but I guess that is just one of its tricks.

Our brain training started just about the time Jim moved in, but we have not done it for the past couple of months because our brain-trainer’s daughter got engaged, and she has been all involved in the upcoming wedding. She left her backpack on the floor next to the couch, and we had totally forgotten about it.

As I noted earlier, the postscript to this little incident has been a combination of both laughter and guilt. We spent nearly five months blaming someone for something that was totally unrelated to any of his behavior. The offending backpack has been moved to a more isolated area of the house — something that could have been done last January if only we had known it was the source of the offending beeps.

Little incidents like this remind me of why we are commanded not to judge others. Only God knows all of our individual thoughts and circumstances, and He is the only one who can see the whole picture and truly understand the purity of our motives.

Because our modern world is filled with devices that regularly beep at us, things in our house remind me on a regular basis that the Laziest Man in America isn’t as lazy as I thought he was.

For all I know, the reason he never left our basement was that he spent four and a half months building nuclear reactors out of toothpicks. One of these days, I’m probably going to learn that he single-handedly solved the energy crisis with the work he did in our basement.

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Jun 23 2014

Being One of the Good Guys

Published by Kathy under General

From the time when we are young children, we have a need to be thought of as being one of the good guys. It must be a genetic thing, like loving ice cream or the almost magnetic attraction that children have to dirt.

When I was a child, the majority of my summer evenings were spent outside playing with other kids in the neighborhood. Our most popular diversion was playing cowboys and Indians. (You can tell this was in the days before political correctness had reared its ugly head.)

In our lily-white subdivision, the cowboys were always the good guys. I imagine that on reservations in North Dakota or Arizona, the good guys may have been wearing the feathers. But there was always a group of good guys and always a group of bad guys, no matter whom the bad guys might be.

And one thing was almost always true. Everyone wanted to be the good guy. We had to take turns, making somebody be the bad guy who eventually had to be shot down with our cap pistols or put in jail or somehow punished for his badness. Even in our childish play, we wanted to be the ones who triumphed over evil.

Television made it easy for us. The good guys almost always wore the white hats. There were only two exceptions I ever saw to this — Adam Cartwright and Paladin. They wore black hats just as the bad guys did, but this only showed us they had a bad boy image. Underneath that image, both of them had hearts of gold, or at least of a silver alloy.

If you were to fast forward even a decade, the bad Indians were replaced by bad aliens from other planets. It was easy to tell who they were, too. For one thing, the bad guys from outer space didn’t look like people. And the bad guys on “Star Trek,” no matter how much more advanced they were than earthlings, never seem to have invented the 100-watt light bulb. All their spaceships were dark and dingy.

Flying around in a dark and dingy space ship was just another way of proclaiming to the television-viewing universe that you were on the wrong side of the law. After all, the good guys were perfectly willing to let the light shine on everything they did.

Although the bad guys on our playgrounds and television screens were legitimate foes to hate, things got a whole lot uglier when our church leaders told us who the bad guys were. I was a Protestant who grew up in New Orleans, and the grown-ups made it hard for us kids to play together because everyone was always being told that everybody else was going straight to hell.

Half the people in my world were Protestants of one flavor or another. The other half were Catholics. (I knew about Jews, but I did not know any Jews personally. Mormons and Muslims were not even part of my worldview, at least until I got older.)

No, in my little world there were the Protestants and the Catholics. The good guys were — well, the good guys were you and the people who went to church with you. The bad guys were the ones who were batting for the other team.

Our pastor told us in no uncertain terms, and often, that the Catholics were doomed to eternal punishment. The nuns and the priests were telling the Catholic kids that we Protestants were going to roast in the same place.

We could wear the same color hats on the playground, but we all knew that when this life was over, there was going to be a line in the afterlife and the other group was going to be on the other side of it. After all, God did not love (fill in the name of the other group here). They were not chosen, as we were.

Oh, how young we were!

We used to talk about it sometimes, without any rancor. It wasn’t something to get upset about, any more than some of us liked one baseball team and others preferred another.

Somebody would say, “Too bad y’all are going to hell,” and the other group would raise their eyebrows knowingly and say, “We’ll see who goes where.” And then one of us would find a particularly interesting worm or doodlebug or spider, and the conversation would drift off to something more interesting.

As we played cowboys and Indians together, the irony was not lost on me that after this life God was going to have to pick through my friends and me and keep some of us and throw others away.

Even when I was a little girl, this did not make sense to me. Maybe I was more virtuous than Larry. After all, he was a boy and a Catholic. But was I really that much more virtuous than Vicky, whose only sin other than being Catholic was that she owned and loved boxer dogs? I didn’t think that was enough to send someone to the Bad Place.

As you can see, weighty things boggled my mind even before I started first grade. I knew God was going to sort through His children the way you might sort through a bowl of mixed nuts, high-grading them to choose the good ones and leaving the rejects behind. I only hoped He’d think of me as a pistachio or even a pecan rather than as a lowly peanut or a sunflower seed.

As I got older, I realized that some churches specialized in preaching doctrines of hate. I learned that being Protestant wasn’t just a one-size-fits-all arrangement. My pastor gave out cheat sheets that we could pull out whenever we met someone of a different denomination, telling us how their beliefs were different and wrong, and how they, too, were going to hell — right alongside the Catholics.

(I took this list when I attended Brigham Young University as a Protestant, so I could tell the Mormons what they believed. During my five years at BYU, I never heard any of those so-called beliefs discussed among my friends or preached from the pulpit. Apparently these beliefs are so secret that the members do not know they believe them.)

And then, of course, I started hearing about the Jews, the Muslims, the Sikhs, the Hindus and the Zoroastrians — and everyone else who did not believe exactly the way we were told to believe in our own little church. What sinners they all were! All this time, I had thought we only had the Catholics and the atheists to worry about. Apparently I had been a little naïve.

Suddenly, heaven was becoming a lot more exclusive. I was so glad to be on the right side of the fence. But even then, something didn’t pass the fish test. Was the afterlife really like a gigantic country club? Did God really play favorites to such an extent that He was willing to wash His hands of all of His children who were not fortunate enough to have learned the truth just as it was taught in our one tiny church?

It didn’t feel fair. I knew that this life is not supposed to be fair, but I hadn’t realized that the next life was going to be just as unfair as this one, and that didn’t seem — well, fair to me.

Little did I know that I was going to go to college far, far away from New Orleans, and that I was going to end up as neither a Catholic nor a Protestant. Now a whole lot of groups of people think I am going to hell, and some of them are not shy about telling me what they think.

Some years ago, after I became a card-carrying member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, I wrote a letter to the editor of The Washington Post that mentioned I was a Mormon. Afterwards, I received a series of letters from a well-meaning Evangelical man who tracked down my address (before the days of the Internet) and wasted a lot of stamps trying to talk me out of going to hell.

Later there was a popular series of novels — the Left Behind series — whose entire premise was what happened after the Rapture. The series began on an airplane flight, where all the passengers who were Evangelical, born-again Christians suddenly disappeared.

God, by way of an invisible celestial vacuum cleaner, caused all the Evangelical Christians to immediately be translated into heaven, leaving the less-fortunate people (including all the members of all the fringe religions such as Catholics and Mormons and Jews and everyone else who was not an Evangelical born-againer) “left behind” to sort things out.

It was the literary equivalent of the schoolyard practice of choosing teams to play baseball, when all the good players were chosen by God, and all the less-desirables were, well “left behind.” When you think about it, nobody, but nobody, wants to be in the group who have not been picked to be on the celestial baseball team.

Oddly enough, when I went to college I learned that members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints were just as interested in the question of good guys versus bad guys as my childhood friends back in the schoolyards of New Orleans. But Mormons have their own name for the bad guys — “the great and abominable church” as found in 1 Nephi 14.

Mormons love to speculate about the identity of the great and abominable church. At one time, many believed it was the Catholic Church. Then they realized that of all the churches, we probably have most in common with the Catholics because they, like the Latter-day Saints, stand fast against the changing mores of the world. It had to be somebody else.

All Christians read the same Bible. Well, that’s not completely true, but it’s close enough. We all worship Christ, at least to the extent that we were taught how to do so. We all try to do good deeds, and to love our neighbors, and to leave the world a little bit better than we found it. And how about those people with no allegiance to any church who still try to love others?

If all that is true, who are the good and bad guys? Who gets to wear the white hats, and who has to wear the black ones? Who are the sheep, spiritually speaking, and who are the goats? Who gets caught up into heaven to wear the gold stars on their foreheads, and who is spiritually “left behind”?

I recently found a landmark talk by Mormon apostle Dallin H. Oaks. It was given to the students of BYU-Idaho, which means that it is elementary enough that even I can understand it. The title of it is “Witnesses of God,” but it could just as easily be called, “Who are the Bad Guys?” because in essence that is what it’s about.

He said that the people who are serving Christ to the best of their knowledge and ability are on Christ’s side, whatever church happens to claim them. That alone is a bombshell, spiritually speaking, so I’m going to say it again. The people who are serving Christ to the best of their knowledge and ability are on Christ’s side, whatever church happens to claim them.

I thought about that for weeks after I read it. If only the priests and ministers of the world read that statement and believed it, there would be infinitely less hatred on the planet. There would have been no Inquisition, for one thing. Joseph Smith would not have been martyred. For good or for evil, things would have been a whole lot different.

But Elder Oaks didn’t stop there. He also said that the people who are serving God to the extent that they know how to serve Him are also on Christ’s side, even if they are not Christians. These include Jews. They also include Muslims and people of other non-Christian religions.

Whoa! That’s something new, and it came out of Idaho.

But it has a scriptural precedent. In 1 Nephi 17:35, it says, “Behold, the Lord esteemeth all flesh in one; he that is righteous is favored of God.” It doesn’t say “he that is a righteous Mormon” or “he that is a righteous Catholic” or even “he that is a righteous Christian is favored of God.” No, 1 Nephi 17:35 opens a whole lot of doors.

I’m not going to split hairs over the definition of “righteous.” There are a lot of religious crazies out there who think they are being righteous, even as they strap bombs to the bodies of ten-year-old children. I’m going to let God determine who is really being righteous, and leave it at that.

But if all these people are wearing white hats, there has to be a black-hat contingent. And Elder Oaks pulled no punches in defining that contingent. In fact, he said there were four groups of people in the world today who constitute the bad guys:

  1. Anti-Christs. He defined anti-Christs as atheists, or as anyone who does not allow the free expression of religion by those of us who do believe in Christ. He said that one way anti-Christs most effectively take people away from religion is by the use of ridicule. If they can make us embarrassed to be Christians, they have done their work.
  2. Moral Relativists. These are people who say that because there is no God, there can be no sin. Therefore, whatever a man does is right. Moral relativists would have us believe that if you call out someone for their bad behavior, then you are committing the bigger sin of being judgmental. And that, they say, is worse than any other “sin” you could commit.
  3. Secular Humanists. These are people who believe that mankind will be saved by mankind itself. Political correctness is the brainchild of the secular humanists, who are so determined to make life fair for small minorities of people that they make life unfair for everyone else. Oh, do I despise those people! I just want to kick every one of them.
  4. The Great and Abominable Church and Other “Churches.” Speaking to his Mormon audience, Elder Oaks made reference to 1 Nephi 14 and reminded us that in the latter days there will only be two churches — the church of God and the church of the devil. In other words, either you’re for God or you’re against Him. It can’t get much plainer than that.

Elder Oaks said we should fight against the people who are fighting against the Savior in three ways. Here they are:

  1. In our prayers and greetings. We have been so careful in recent years not to offend others that “holiday” has replaced “Christmas” and “Easter” even in our greeting cards and our salutations to others. We need to stop being ashamed of speaking of Christ and God — not just among the believers, but also among the unbelievers.
  2. We need to publicly recognize the blessings of God. The United States was founded as a Christian nation, and although we claim citizens of many religions today we should not shy away from thanking God for blessing us. We need to thank Him publicly at every opportunity, and we should not forget that the Founding Fathers credited Him for preserving and protecting America.
  3. We must contend for the free exercise of religion. Elder Oaks said this is more than freedom of worship. This includes freedom to “come out of our private settings, including churches, synagogues and mosques, to act upon our beliefs, subject only to the legitimate government powers necessary to protect public health, safety, and welfare. Free exercise surely protects religious citizens in acting upon their beliefs in public policy debates and in votes cast as citizens or as law-makers.”

I usually have a humorous ending to my columns. Today I don’t. Today I want to say that I acknowledge God as the source of my blessings — and, indeed, for my life itself — and I thank Him for those blessings.

I hope to stand with all of you other white-hatted people in public support of Him, no matter what church you happen to attend. Let’s put aside our minor differences and labels, and come together to fight the true evil that exists in today’s black-hatted world.

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Jun 16 2014

Lessons from a Cobra

Published by Kathy under General

One of my “nap shows” (shows I allegedly watch on television when I am napping) is “Dual Survival,” a show that features two survivalists of vastly different temperaments, who try to survive in extreme environments while they are trying not to kill one another.

This season was so traumatic for the survivalists that the one I like, barefooted hippie Cody Lundin, only made it through three episodes before being booted off the series due to reasons we viewers will probably never know. But one of the three shows that did make it to air showed him and his co-survivalist cringing as a hooded cobra reared up at them and threatened to strike.

This brought up fond memories of my younger days as zoo reporter for the Salt Lake City Deseret News.

I once wrote an article about the process of devenomizing snakes. If you’re not familiar with this little piece of surgery, devenomization is the same thing as a vasectomy, except that the snake’s “business end” is up in his head, where the venom is. The surgeon ties off the tubes in two places, cuts the tubes between the ties, and ostensibly the snake is no longer able to inject venom into potential victims.

I do not know whether this surgery is even performed in these enlightened days when animals are considered to be more important than humans. It was, however, performed when I was a zoo reporter, and this was the subject of my article.

When I met the man I was interviewing, he took me into a windowless room the size of my current office. This room was filled from floor to ceiling on all four walls with tiny cages of poisonous snakes. If you can name a poisonous snake, there was at least one in this room. Bushmaster. Black mamba. Fer-de-lance. Death adder. Blue krait. Taipan. Eastern brown snake. Tiger snake.

This place was a regular Hotel o’ Serpents. I was super impressed, and I was even more impressed when the man I was interviewing (I would mention his name if I could remember it), pulled a five-foot cobra from its cage, dropped it on the floor, looked up at me, and smiled.

[This is where I would insert a picture of the incident, except this is exactly when the photographer who accompanied me turned on his heels, fled the room, and escaped for the duration of the interview.]

Without the photographer, it was the herpetologist, the snake, and I against the world. It was not lost on me that the cobra had its own built-in cheering section. Every last one of the several dozen poisonous serpents in that room was rooting for the cobra, and I knew it. It was quite possible that the herpetologist was on the cobra’s side too.

The herpetologist talked to me as the cobra reared up, spread its hood, and hissed. I could see the little eyeglasses on the snake’s hood from the front, alerting me that he was a king cobra.

King cobra. You can see a pattern that I think of as a pair of eyeglasses that are on the back, but that come through to the front of the hood. © iStock 2014. All rights reserved. Used by permission.

Like a good little reporter (I must have been all of 22 years old at the time), I took frantic notes so I wouldn’t miss a word.

“Cobra fangs are as sharp as needles and are extremely breakable. The fangs will grow back, but if both fangs are broken the cobra may starve before they do. The cobra does not want to bite you, because you are too big to eat and it does not want to risk its fangs on you. The first thing the cobra does in defense when it sees you is to spread its hood. This scares many potential predators away.”

That’s exactly the effect the cobra on television had achieved on the “Dual Survival dudes,” with the operative word being “scared.”

The herpetologist didn’t miss a beat. He continued, “You notice that when the cobra struck at you, it missed.”

Yes. I had noticed that. When a cobra strikes at you, you tend to notice it. (I can vouch for this from first-hand experience.) It had missed my leg by about six inches on the side. I was glad to notice that the herpetologist was at least watching what the cobra was doing. It made me feel tons and tons more secure.

“This is the second thing the cobra does in his defense. If the hood and the hissing don’t scare you, the cobra will strike at you and purposely miss.”

“He missed me on purpose?” I said.

“Oh yes,” said the herpetologist. “If the snake had wanted to bite you, he would not have missed.”

This was a big relief, because by now the cobra had struck at me three times. Once it had missed my left leg, once it had missed my right leg, and once it had gone right between them.

I kept right on taking notes.

“There are two more things the cobra can do,” said the herpetologist. “He really does not want to use those fangs unless he has to, and even if he uses those fangs he does not want to give up that venom. The next thing he does is he’ll knock his mouth against your body, but without opening his mouth.

Up until now, the cobra had cooperatively demonstrated the things that the herpetologist had talked about. I am pleased to report that the snake lost interest in the demonstration at this point. It did not give me the mock bite without opening its mouth.

“The last thing the cobra can do,” said the herpetologist, “is that he can actually bite you, but without inserting any venom. It’s a nasty bite, but it won’t kill you.

“Only after the snake has exhausted all these things will the cobra bite you. If this cobra bites you, well, you’re dead.”

I stopped writing for a minute. “I assume this cobra has been devenomed,” I said.

“Oh no,” the herpetologist said cheerfully. “This snake is intact. If it bites you, you’re gonna die.”

He picked up the snake with a metal hook and put it back in its cage. I concluded the interview without batting an eye and went off in search of my photographer.

It was a whale of a story, if I do say so myself. But without any artwork whatsoever to illustrate it, it was not published for at least eighteen months. I was so embarrassed that I did not show my face at the zoo ever again, which was one of the nails in the coffin of my Deseret News writing career. You see, I never explained to any of my editors why I never returned to the zoo. Bad mistake.

Nevertheless, I think of the cobra incident occasionally. I enjoyed the whole thing — except for the aftermath, of course. I really enjoyed being the zoo reporter, and I only wish I’d had the courage to explain to the zookeeper why I was no longer visiting the zoo and writing zoo-related stories for him. He probably would have thought I was an absolute idiot — which, of course, I was.

I learned several lessons from watching the behavior of this particular cobra. The first thing a cobra does when it is confronted by a potential predator is to rise up, make itself look big and threatening, and hiss. What I learned from that is that we need to face the world with an air of confidence. This is always important, but it is especially important when we are feeling insecure.

Criminals who prey on women have been interviewed in prisons, and they freely admit that they look for victims who look afraid. They look for women who are cowering, who are clutching their purses tightly, and who telegraph by their body language that they are in fear of attack.

These are the very women, criminals say, that are the best victims. Yes, they are the ones who expect to be victimized, but their expectations do not protect them. On the contrary, their expectations tell predators that these women are weak and afraid. Women who appear to be strong and confident are less likely to be victimized because they will put up more of a fight.

The next thing a cobra does when it feels threatened is to strike out. This tells us not to sit around and do nothing. Human beings need to strike out and make our move in the world. We will never accomplish anything if we sit around and do nothing.

1 Chronicles 22:16 says, “Arise therefore, and be doing, and the LORD be with thee.” I have always liked that verse. If we’re doing — and I always believe the “doing” is assumed to be doing righteous things — we will have the company of the Lord.

The cobra’s next tactic is to knock against the predator with a closed mouth. This tells us to knock on every door of opportunity. This has always been a hard one for me.

I have been given numerous brilliant ideas throughout my life, but I do not have the gift of persistence. I tap on the door, but when the door doesn’t immediately open, I shrug my shoulders and walk away. Time and time again I have been given ideas or opportunities that have required only a little bit of persistence, but I have failed to follow through. I have never learned that lesson.

One idea came to me in 1973, when my car overheated in Death Valley. I longed for a can or a bottle of cool, clear water. I fantasized about cans or bottles of water that could be purchased just like soft drinks. Who needs a soft drink when water is the ultimate thirst quencher?

At the time there was a free source of water in my home town of Mandeville, Louisiana. There was an artesian well that came out of the ground at the beach and was there for anyone to drink. It was the best water I’d ever tasted. That was the name of the water I wanted to bottle — Artesia.

I had a bishop who was wealthy and who was an entrepreneur. I went to him with the idea. He laughed. He said to me, “Who would ever pay you for a bottle of water?”

Evian did not reach the U.S. market for another five years. And even then, it was carbonated. It was a different product altogether. If only I had persisted, I might have had a completely different financial history instead of being a starving writer for all my life. That might have been a good thing, or it might have been my undoing. I’ll never know.

As a last resort, cobras bite without venom. This teaches me that when you have to correct someone, do it without venom. You don’t have to scar people for life, and in fact people learn their lessons far more effectively if the lessons are taught kindly.

One of my earliest memories occurred when I was sitting in the neighbors’ yard, trying to keep their pet cat on my lap while I was pulling its tail. As you can imagine, the cat was not happy about this arrangement.

The mother of the house saw what I was doing and quickly came outside. Instead of paddling me as most of the mothers in the neighborhood would have done, she gently showed me that petting the cat would have far happier results for both the cat and for me than pulling its tail.

Sure enough, once I petted the cat instead of pulling its tail, the cat was happy to stay in my lap. I never forgot the lesson or the gentle way it was taught.

When the cobra has no other possible action, it bites. From that I have learned to defend yourself when you must.

There’s a big difference between making excuses and defending yourself. If I had gone to the zoo director and just given him a copy of the story I had written, he would have seen I was not a slacker. I could have continued writing zoo articles without embarrassment. A few years later, I possibly would not have lost my job with the Deseret News. My lack of performance as a zoo reporter was a big factor there.

Defending myself is one lesson I know intellectually but have never really internalized. If I live another twenty years, I am still going to have trouble defending myself if defending myself is needed. We all have lessons that are just about impossible for us to learn. That is one of my stumbling blocks. It always has been. But that doesn’t mean I can’t stop trying.

That’s one thing about life. There are lessons everywhere if you look for them. Everything you do can inspire you to be a better person, if that is what you’re trying to do. Of course, if you’re a lazy sort, there’s always something interesting on cable TV.

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Jun 09 2014

Taking the Back Roads of Life

Published by Kathy under General

We went to Atlantic City, New Jersey, a few weeks ago. We had never been there before, and we got a great deal on a hotel, so off we went. Armed with a full tank of gas and our Google Maps, we were on our way.

It is not as though we needed the maps. Pretty much every major city on the Eastern Seaboard is within spitting distance of I-95. All you have to do is get on the freeway and go north or south until you reach your destination. But Fluffy is an organized soul, and he thoughtfully placed the map above my visor so it would be handy as we drove.

But a curious thing happened. After we went through Maryland, waved at Philadelphia, and said hi to Delaware, we saw a sign that told us to turn right for Atlantic City. This was not what Google Maps told us to do. Google Maps wanted us to continue on the toll road all the way through New Jersey.

We had already paid four dollars and then eight dollars in tolls, all within a ten-minute time frame. Google Maps wanted us to continue to pay tolls until we had reached our destination. As the toll-payer in the family, I was not exactly thrilled with this proposition. So when we saw the arrow telling us to turn off onto State Road 40 in New Jersey, I asked Fluffy what he thought of the idea. He thought it was a good one.

We immediately knew we had made the right decision when we saw a gorgeous stand of fruits and vegetables, right inside the New Jersey state line. I wanted to stop and buy the produce. Fluffy wanted to stop and take pictures of the produce. We vowed to stop there on our way back.

Then we hit upon a puzzling sight. For about ten miles, everything we saw was “wild west” this and “cowboy” that. There is a certain part of New Jersey that has a serious identity crisis, even to having places where you can buy your cowboy boots and other clothing essentials, and locations where you can attend your weekly rodeos. Who knew that New Jersey had a secret cowboy fixation? Yee-haw.

When we got to Elmer, New Jersey, there was a whole building whose façade was made of stained glass. It must have been especially interesting at night, because it was topped by a wreath and Christmas lights.

Next we saw an old Texaco station, right in the middle of nowhere. It was just as you would have seen a Texaco station back in the 1930s, I guess (and I’m guessing because no, I was not around in the 1930s). There was not a person on the premises. Nobody was taking tickets. It was just there for people to look at who might possibly be interested in a relic of days gone past.

The Texaco station came complete with its own vintage outhouse.

Somewhere along the road we saw a building that used to be something interesting, but that was on its last legs. Fluffy could spend all day taking pictures of a building that is about to fall down. It took great self-restraint for him to spend five minutes at this ramshackle structure before we continued our journey.

We passed a home where the owner had dedicated his life to whirligigs. There were hundreds of them — maybe thousands. Unlike the person who recreated the Texaco station, the whirligig man was open for business. He was no doubt disappointed that Fluffy only wanted to take pictures of a few of his hand-created masterpieces.

Only a few of thousands of whirligigs we did not purchase.

Being card-carrying Mormons, we had never heard of Saint Padre Pio, a 20th Century Italian Catholic saint. But there is a shrine to him on Route 40, and there is actually one of his gloves as a relic at the shrine. There are benches where worshippers can pray at the shrine, and we saw several people worshipping at the altar when we were on our return trip.

You don’t see things like this on the Interstate.

Not only did we see signs advertising lambs and sheep and pigs and goats for sale, but we also saw a sign that advertised alpacas that were available for purchase. Fluffy said we were driving down a full-service livestock alley.

We kept noticing that people were lined up to pass us, even though we were going ten miles over the speed limit. Occasionally Fluffy would find a place to pull over, and impatient motorists, all of them younger than we are, would pass us in disgust. Undoubtedly all of them gave us dirty looks when they passed.

We realized that we have become exactly the kind of old people we used to pass on the road with those same looks of disgust. When did this happen? When did we stop being those young, impatient people who were always in a hurry to get places and start being the old people who are more interested in the journey than the destination?

Frankly, I like the stage of life we are in now, better.

As we neared Atlantic City, we saw a rental storage facility unlike any rental storage facility we had ever seen. This one was decked out to represent a small town, complete with people and a car dealership. There was even a truck with a piano roped onto the bed of the truck. It was amazingly creative.

This fascinating scene disguises a pedestrian storage facility.

A real Model T was parked outside the facility near here.

If you tried driving into this muddy parking area, you’d hit a brick wall.

Even the sharp keys on this piano are flat.

When we first saw the storage facility, there was a mint green Model T in perfect condition, sitting out front just as it would have been if it had been part of the tableau. When we drove back to take pictures of the scene, it was out for a spin so we missed it. It was a thing of beauty.

Our road merged into the road where Google Maps would have taken us shortly after we passed the storage facility. We only saw one other curiosity, but it was a doozy. It was a drive-in divorce facility. You plunk down your money, and four to eight weeks later you are rid of a pesky husband or wife.

I have had warts that have taken longer than that to get rid of.

For only $399 you can get rid of a slothful husband or a nagging wife. Such a bargain!

Eventually we reached our destination. When we saw Ventnor Avenue, we realized we were in the city that inspired the Monopoly board. We had not passed GO. We had not paid $200 in tolls on the toll road. We had done it all without Google Maps, and we were happier for having done so.

Although we eventually reached Ventnor Avenue, we did not pass GO, and we did not pay $200 in tolls on the toll road.

It’s always good to have a map when you start on a journey. Many people get hopelessly lost when they go on a trip without having a map to guide them to their final destination. It’s good to be organized when we go through our lives as well.

But sometimes we enjoy that journey even more when we take a detour and get off the beaten path — when we travel just for the sake of appreciating the wonderful world that God and the delightful people He has made have created for the enjoyment of others.

It amazes me how often we think we have our lives planned, and God sends us off on a different direction entirely. When God takes the Google Maps of our lives and throws them out the window, sit back and enjoy the ride. He always knows exactly what He is doing.

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